This is what I deserve

A Rainier and a shot of Jameson
Late afternoon in March
A dark and divey diner
Salmon Eggs Benedict
A thought and a regret
Hungry physically
Emotionally
Spiritually
Enjoying the existentialism
Feeling fine
But also blue
I just kinda wish I hadn’t met you

You make me feel things
Some I don’t want
Others I wish to hold
But mostly
I just want you to hug me

Green hair and highlighter
Vapor smells and black attire
I feel like this is a song
But I don’t really have a clue
In all honestly
I just want you