It’s not that I don’t want you around 

It’s just that I’m not at my best right now. 

I can’t extend myself anymore than I already  am with the variables I’m familiar with. 

I need to remove a variable for the moment

I’m sorry it’s you

But I really like you and I want to take this slow

I also need to fall in love with myself first 

And right now, I’m very much not 

Full of disgrace, defeat, and self-loathing

I’m not at my best and I’m afraid of what this person will do

I just need some space

I just need some time